Sunday, June 23, 2013

Le Voyage_2

(Read Part 1 here.)

As I walked down the cobblestone path to the car, I looked back at the house. I had the funny feeling of deja vu and I shivered involuntarily. For a moment there, I thought I’d caught a glimpse of a face at the window.
"Come on Liam!" Nan called out to me from the car. "You don't want to be late to your own wedding do you?!"
I turned back and walked briskly to the car. Matt got down from the driver's seat in a suit identical to mine and clapped me on the back.
"This is it man!" he said beaming at me. "It all begins now!" he said, embracing me.
"Thanks Matt, for everything." I said after we pulled apart.
"Come on, let's go and get you married!" he said getting back into the car.
"About time!" Nan mumbled from the back seat.
I got into the car and as it pulled away, I took another look at the house and the funny feeling washed over me again.
Half an hour later, I stood before my friends and family with Matt at my side as the wedding march started to pump out of the pipe organ. I had been baptised in this church, had taken my first holy Communion on this very alter, then returned here to get baptised again when I understood what it really meant, so it was fitting that I would be married here as well. On the first row, I saw mum dab at her eyes with a hankie and I smiled back at her. Dad stood beside her beaming proudly at me. Nan was on his other side and with a pang, I wished Grandpa could have been here too. Natalie was in the next row with the kids. Next to her were Adele and Bella in their bride’s maid’s dresses.
My reminiscing was cut short as she came into view. She looked like a shimmering mirage, all sheathed in white lace and satin, gliding towards me. My breath got caught in my throat and my heart started to thud. Looking at her as she came closer on her father's arm, I felt weightless, like I didn't have a care in the world. A feeling of serenity and contentment settled over me and I knew deep down in the core of me that I had come home.  I knew that there was nowhere else on the face of the earth I would rather have been at that moment and she was the one I’d waited for all my life.  That was why it hit me like a blow when I realised I had no idea who was walking down the aisle towards me!
She gave her father a quick hug and then turned to smile up at me through her veil. I stared at the veiled face intently, willing myself to remember, but nothing came to me. Reverend Harvey, who had baptised me both times, was going on with the ceremony but I scarcely heard a word of what he was saying. Even as I realised that I'd never met this woman before, the feeling of serenity didn't leave me, instead it grew stronger.
When I lifted the veil, honey-brown eyes looked up at me from a face perfectly sculpted from ebony. I studied her exquisite face, committing each detail to memory. The high cheek bones, the slightly large, rounded nose, full lips and dimpled chin. Even the pimple that sat just underneath her right eye. I took in every detail, as if I feared she would soon be taken from me and I would have to search real hard find her again.
            “William Auguste Harding…” She said and gave a little laugh. She knew how much I hated my silly middle name. “I almost can’t believe I’m standing here with you. It feels like a dream, my perfect dream come true. Today, I will become one with my best friend, my mate of heart and soul, my brother.”
Who are you?! Why can’t I remember you?!
            “I promise you my darling, that I'll be your confidant, companion and help, God helping me. I promise to see through your eyes to your dreams, to fly with you as you fly with them.”
Am I losing my mind?! Why then does it feel so…right…
“I promise to share every moment and challenge and victory and struggle and triumph with you, and to grow old and silly with you…”
Her voice became husky with emotion and her eyes were glistening with unshed tears. Smiling, she slipped the simple gold band unto my finger.
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I woke up with her vows echoing in my mind. I switched on the bed-side lamp and sat up in bed. Absently, I picked up the gold band that lay beside the lamp and turned it over and over in my hand. It had been Grandpa’s ring and after he passed, Nan had insisted I have it for some reason best known to her. I’d told her matter-of-factly that if that was her way of hinting that I was getting old, she could think again. What I hadn’t told her, or anyone else, was that the ring spooked me out badly, and that was because I’d had a very funny dream the night before Nan gave it to me. Tonight, it had been the very same dream all over again. The wedding. The un-veiling. The beautiful stranger. The same weird dream. Only this time, I'd finally met the stranger. She was Nan's new tenant.